Burdened

Ohh,
She's right,
Again.
-Duh.
I hadn't let go.
There is a time
To lose hope, and
I took too long to
Drop it. I was
Still holding on,
Still trying.
Not anymore.
I can't anymore.
Useless to.
Tedious. And only
Holding me back.
I thought I had
Cut the ties that
Weighed me down,
Dragging this
Heavy penance behind
Me- but a thick
Cord kept hold.
Tonight I have hacked
It away and resolved
Not to be anchored
Again.